Posts Tagged ‘ philosophy

Something that creeps me out

There’s something that creeps me out, and you know what it is?

Sleep.

More specifically, that tiny bit of time just before you fall unconscious.

You see, before you fall asleep your memory processing shuts down, which is why even though you’ve gone to sleep thousands of times in your life, you never actually remember the moment it happens.

This memory loss in fact extends a little bit before when you actually fall asleep. So why does this creep me out?

Sometimes I’ll be lying in bed, waiting to fall asleep and thinking about things, and as I get closer and closer to falling asleep, I suddenly realise something.

If I’ve entered the timeframe where my memory has shut down, then I won’t remember anything I’m currently thinking about. Effectively, the person who I am for that moment won’t be remembered, and will effectively “die” as soon as I fall asleep.

This knowledge somehow awakens some deep seated survival instinct, and I’m suddenly wide awake. It’s a strange reaction. Like that person who I am for that small moment doesn’t want to disappear.

So that’s why sleeping creeps me out: in order to do it, you have to effectively let a tiny part of yourself die every night.

You may think I’m a bit silly, but I bet a few people will be lying awake in bed a bit later than usual tonight.

Goals

So, I’m kind of depressed with people lately.

Nobody seems to be trying to get anywhere; they’re just mindlessly drifting through life, doing whatever they feel like. It makes me wonder if I’m weird for actually wanting to accomplish something while I’m alive.

You’d think university would be the last place where I would feel this way, but around 70% of first year students won’t even come back for a second year.

Nobody even knows what they want to do, I’ve asked a lot of people this question and they’ve all shrugged at me.

It doesn’t make any sense, why would you come to university and waste all that money if you don’t even know what you want? Deciding that should’ve been step one, right?

People really need to set goals for themselves. It’s how you succeed. You can’t win a race when you have no idea where to run. You’re just going to tire yourself out for no reason.

I think the problem might be one of two things, either people just don’t think about this, or they have very low expectations of themselves: they don’t believe they can actually accomplish anything. If it’s the first one, I’ve already got you thinking about it, so stop reading and keep thinking about it. It’s your life, and you only get one. For God’s sake, don’t waste it.

If it’s the second one, read on.

There obviously has to be something you want to do. I mean, the world is so full of possibilities. You could help starving children in Africa, you could work to cure cancer, you could climb to the top of Mt. Everest, you could go to space; the possibilities are literally endless.

You might say, “Well, there’s lots of stuff I would like to do, I guess, but it’s unachievable, so I might as well not try”.

You know what? If your goal is “unachievable”, by my belief you are doing it right. You should always aim just a little higher than what you think you could accomplish in your wildest dreams. No, you might not make it all the way there, but I guarantee you that you will get far higher than if you had set your sights low. You want to cure cancer? Well, maybe you won’t get there, but you will absolutely get us closer to a cure than if you had just decided to drop out and get a job because you guessed that was “good enough”.

I hate the words “good enough”. It’s “I give up” worded optimistically.

You know what I want to do with my life? I want to change the world. I want to be remembered. I want to have such a great effect on everything that my name will get up there with Einstein, Leonardo da Vinci, and anyone else you think is awesome.

Is that a reasonable goal? Probably not. Do I care? Nope. Even if I fail, I know I’m going to be a lot better off than if I had wandered through life with nothing to strive for. Direction makes progress.

Maybe it’s conceited for me to say all this, but seeing people wander through life with no direction really does make me sad.

Good luck.

P.S. If you have/came up with an awesome goal for yourself, post it in the comments! Should be neat.

God

So, it’s come to my understanding that some people are pretty into God. I’m not really sure why; It’s not really my thing. I do have an opinion on it, though. Maybe it’ll be interesting to someone out there.

There is one thing I can say with absolute certainty: God doesn’t do anything. At least, not anymore. I’ve never seen any seas splitting, any water becoming wine, or any dudes walking on H2O that wasn’t below zero degrees Celsius. Everything I have ever seen has been governed by the laws of physics. There are definitely no miracles in modern life. No one will argue with that, at least.

However, some people like to argue that God works in mysterious ways, and that he operates within the bounds of reality. They believe he performs miracles disguised as “chance”. For instance, you could be sick and have a low chance of getting better, but you pray to God and low and behold, you eventually recover. It must be God at work, right?

I find this idea is pretty silly idea though, since if your God actually did do stuff when you prayed, and he looked after his believers, everyone in your religion would have awesome lives. This would be proof of how right your religion is, and everyone would follow it. This doesn’t happen. So, even if God loves you, he certainly shows no preference to you. At least, not in this life. Which leads us to this conclusion:

The only difference the existence of a God will make is when you die.

So, we’ve established that God doesn’t do anything noticeable in our world, but that’s not really the point of God anyway. The biggest effect of God is in the afterlife: where you will go when you die and what will happen there. This is different between religions. I really only know christian beliefs about the subject, so I’m going to talk about that. Feel free to talk about others in the comments.

Based on the Christian belief, when you die, you go to Heaven or Hell. What decides which is basically whether you believed in God and whether you followed the rules of your specific sect of Christianity. Ironically, in the sects I know of, that doesn’t involve being a good person. It mostly involves acquiring forgiveness for your sins. I am going to Hell, not because I am a bad person, but because I don’t do this.

Something that strikes me as odd about the christian belief is the concept of eternity. According to Christians, I will be spending all of eternity in Hell. Now, as humans, when we do something bad and we are punished for it, we learn not to do it and become better people. By that logic, I theorize that hell must be full of the nicest people you will ever meet, since they are constantly being punished for their wrongs. On the other hand, people who went to heaven didn’t necessarily sin less, they simply asked for forgiveness, which means they received reward for nothing (morally speaking). Meaning that people in Heaven would have no requirement to actually be decent people.

It’s kind of a messed up system. I think a religion where you went to hell for a certain amount of time based off how much you sinned would be better. There would still be Heaven, but you couldn’t get there until you had payed for your earthly crimes. The world would be a much better place: everyone would be striving to be the best people possible in order to acheive the smallest stay in hell possible. That is, assuming anyone would follow this religion.

Anyway, I actually have no opinion on what happens to you after death. There is no way to tell except to die. Maybe the Christians are right, maybe the Muslims are right, maybe the the buddhists are right, I don’t know. I do think that there are infinite possibilities, though. Which means that the chance somebody has actually guessed right are pretty low. So I figure it’s likely something no one has come up with.

Although, if how this world works is any indication, likely we just stop being. Which really is okay. You weren’t anything before you were born either, and that didn’t seem to be so bad.